I think I need to set clear goals for my life. I'm 33 and still wandering around with no clue where I'll be in ten years. I have major doubts about my ability to run my own business. But I also can't see slipping back into factory life. That's definitely not for me. I can't take the politics and dealing with so many people. I'd prefer to work alone for the rest of my life. Until I can figure out these big goals, small attainable goals is where I should start.

1. Wake every morning and be thankful to my wife and kids that I am still here with them.

2. Be a better listener.

3. Clean the back room.

4. Control moods.

5. Paint the house.

This list could be huge but I need to keep it something that I can do.